3 months

i've been away for 3 months.

i'm supposed to be happy when i got home,

but no, i feel different, like something is not in place.

i dont feel the same when i came back the last time,

is it just me or is it for real?

i really need you now. to comfort me,

if you are reading this, then you'll know what to do.

i miss you

i miss you.

i missed how you cared for me,

how you always make my day,

how you used to cheer me up,

and how you make me feel that you love me.

i miss everything that used to be.

Its been so long.

Its been so long, that I haven't seen your face, I'm trying to be
strong but the strength I have is washing away. It won't be long
before I get you by my side and just hold you & squeeze you.

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Regards,
Redzwan Rustam

......

I've been stuck in this whirlwind
My life's been spinning round my head
Long distance conversations
Make up for me not being there

And now I'm coming home
I'm coming home to you again
I hope you feel the same
Now I'm coming home
I'm coming home to you again
I hope things haven't changed

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Regards,
Redzwan Rustam

monday

monday..

that is what the person on the other side of the phone told me last week..

that is the day that i was supposed to sign off. i could be at home right now..

monday...

that is the answer from the other side of the phone told me today....

this is what i hate the most..

because of you, all my plan is ruined...

monday...

that is the day i hope to sign off

the only thing missing is the exact date..

so monday, i'll be hearing that word a lot from now on.

when i die

"When I Die"

Now I have finally accepted
We will never stand in the same room
I can never hear your voice of reason
At least you didn't, didn't feel a thing

When I was younger you would tell me
That I should wait to grow up
That things don't go always as planned
At least you didn't, didn't feel a thing

No you didn't didn't have to feel a thing
No you didn't feel

When I die I'll be fine
Cause I know you're always there
When I die I'm alright
Cause I know you'll be there
You are home

Now I'm standing at a crossroad
Don't know which path is calling me
I wanna follow in your footsteps
So you know you're never alone

No you didn't have to feel a thing
No you're never alone

I'm still here but I'm waiting
For our long conversations
I'm still here but I'm waiting to go home

No you didn't didn't have to feel a thing
You are home

I miss her.

Its nearly 3 months since I last saw her. Only god knows how much I
miss her. I wish that I could be with her & yet I'm here in vietnam. I
miss those day to day text messaging, those calls I made to her just
to hear her voice. I miss going on a date with her. But, the thing I'm
not gonna see is that, I'm not gonna see her wearing a long dress. She
told me she have a dinner tomorrow night & gonna wear a long dress. I
myself have never seen her in one those. I bet she look really
beautiful n charming in it together with the make up & everything. I
hope you are reading this cause I miss u so much my liyana.

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Regards,
Redzwan Rustam

Is No news, good news?

There is a silence from the management since before xmas. I wonder are
they still working or the office have been shut down n we are left
dangling here. Hmm. I wonder.

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Regards,
Redzwan Rustam

Hublot

One of the makes of watches that I'm interested in, particularly the
hublot aryton senna edition & the hublot maradona edition. I wish that
I could have either one of these.

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Regards,
Redzwan Rustam