Ramadhan

I wish all muslim happy ramadhan. This year i'll be fasting on board which is a new experience for me. Hopefully everything will be fine

Regards,
Redzwan Rustam

Its been awhile

Its been a while since i last wrote.

People often told me bout appereciation. Something that i lack in. Often i may display an attitude that doesnt show any appreciation towards something or someone but that doesnt mean i dont appreciate it or them. Its just that sometimes i dont really know how to responds to those moments.

I do apologize from deep down in my heart for those who i've hurt or affected by my action of lacking in appreciation.

Regards,
Redzwan Rustam

weird feeling

i have a weird feeling bout something.

i dont know if im wrong or right.

i need clarification.

but from what i've seen, it seems right.

but from what i've heard, it seems wrong.

do help me.

i dont want to be left in the dark.

i dont want to be the last to know

i dont want to be hurt

& i dont want my heart to be broken.

Regards,
Redzwan Rustam

Is it wrong of me

Is it wrong of me?
Is it wrong of me to ask you out?
Is wrong of me to wait for you?
Is wrong of me to tell you that i wanna go out with you?
Is wrong of me to tell you how i feel?
Is wrong of me to love you?

If it is, pls tell me.

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Regards,

Redzwan Rustam

it hurts

Are you out of your mind?
You dug yourself into a liar's hole
You made a little spark to live inside
It's now a fucking fire out of control
And when the morning comes you'll act surprised
And when the word gets out it will get old
And every day you'll try to live your life
And every little scandal will unfold

Regards,
Redzwan Rustam

3 months

i've been away for 3 months.

i'm supposed to be happy when i got home,

but no, i feel different, like something is not in place.

i dont feel the same when i came back the last time,

is it just me or is it for real?

i really need you now. to comfort me,

if you are reading this, then you'll know what to do.

i miss you

i miss you.

i missed how you cared for me,

how you always make my day,

how you used to cheer me up,

and how you make me feel that you love me.

i miss everything that used to be.